My search for sanity and salvation

Hi Guys,

So, today I was thinking about my days and my goals again.

I believe I should start with declaration that I decided to become christian and I actually asked Jesus to come to my life and make it better. I am reading bible, btw :)

Now about my days. I am pretty busy these days. On Mondays I am attending BBBS (Big Brother Big Sister) seminars, on Tuesdays I will start attending ‘Habitudes’ Leadership Seminars. On Wednesdays I am learning French and Thursdays are dedicated to Alpha course at Agape. I have Fridays off but there are some things that I have to do (like go to ahairdresser) so I plan them on Fridays. I still have my weekends free but they are free just technically as I have loads of work for university to do…

My goals. Iwas thinking today about my goals that I left behind here. Here they are:

1. Get my drivers license.
2. Get my weight back to normal.
3. Get promotion.
4. To visit at least two foreign countries this year.
5. Be more financially responsible.
6. To participate in something meaningful.
   
7. To learn to play a guitar.

Only 7 left as others were excluded or done. So, what’s my progress?

1. Get my drivers license. Still not. I will take exam this week and I will pass it.
2. Get my weight back to normal. I am starting new program.
   
3. Get promotion.Done. I think.
   
4. To visit at least two foreign countries this year. Fail. Have no time for that. I have delayed my journeys to some time next year.
   
5. Be more financially responsible. Hmz… I don’t know. I am pretty responsible. :D
   
6. To participate in something meaningful. I am. :)
   
7. To learn to play a guitar. Delayed till next year because of lack of time.

I am not entirely sure if these goals still matters to me. And I am quite unhappy with myself as I have no motivation to finish some of these, like drivers license.

But I see some progress though. I had a goal to meet new people earlier. Well, now I have plenty of new acquaintances and I hope that at least few of them will become friendships. I also have started some new things, like french. What is good and breaks monotony of life. One thing is that I have really much to do during my week and I feel a bit stressed about it and I feel lack of time. But I think this will be solved as I will finish up some of my university stuff and I will have more time then.

I think I will go to do that now – make some stuff.

See ya :)

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